A NEW NOVEL: MY NAME IS ELEVEN

Hi guys,

I know I’ve not really been posting. I just finished a new story and had to submit it. Whew longest days of my life. Anyways just started a new story on Wattpad advised by my friend . So if you love my other poems and book you might want to check this out. Thank you all for taking your time to read my poem, it means a lot to me. I’m going to resume posting Fated very soon just having a little brain freeze. Click on the link below to read the novel thanks.

The title of the book is MY NAME IS ELEVEN and this is not your regular fantasy romance novel. Read the prologue but to read the full book, click on the link below.

Prologue

I kept on running through the forest as the R-10 soldiers chased after me, I have to escape I must not let them catch me, I have to do it for my brothers but i was so exhausted and I was getting weaker with every second that passed and my mind was getting fragile.
I shivered as the cold wind blew on my face willing myself to move faster as they closed in on me. I was so engrossed in the pain that I was feeling that I didn’t see the cliff and I slipped and fell my head hitting on a rock before landing into the waters and all I thought about was that I had failed my brothers.

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STARRY NIGHT

“Amino” I called
The stars were dead and silent
No longer as beautiful as they use to be
No longer smiling and happy
“Amino tell me should we shed some tears”
The beauty has been taken from us while we fret over nothing
“Amino can you hear me”
Sleep no more for the time has come
Awake,Awake and Awake
He said,“The earth is my footstool”
Less me who is a tiny being
Little children laugh
your little laughter are the wonders of the world.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN (FATED#1)

What you have now hold it tight and what you have later hold it tighter.

P.s I’ve been so busy writing this new romance novel. I just couldn’t get the idea out of my head. I had to write it

“Who is lunar” I asked feeling uncertain and unsure of myself.
“I don’t know ”He replied looking confused
“But you called out her during your sleep”
“Really” He asked still looking confused.
“i just thought we were…… You know what never mind”
Kian looked at me with an agony filled face “Am sorry Krystarr I gotta go” Kian apologized, walking out leaving me alone I the room which made me angry since I did not know what he did wrong as I could only blame my poor imagination for thinking that today was going to be the beginning of new things. The anger was so intense that I did not know when tears dropped on my cheek .

Chapter seventeen (Fated#1)

Each tears you shed now are all part of something bigger in the future. Sometimes you find out that you can’t cry out loud and all you can do is take a huge breath.

“Kian ” I called out , “Are you okay”
“can I please hold you for a few minutes”
I could sense the sadness in his voice and it left me with so much longing and anguish so I let him hug me . After a minute or so he let go of my waist, his soft hands gently caressed my face tucking my hair beside my ear while looking at me sadness.
“Kian are you okay”I called out softly almost like a whisper
“Am fine ” He answered taking his hands away from my face.
“Are you sure” I asked
“Yes can we start the project” Kian Asked breaking the intense atmosphere.
After we finalize everything for the project it was time for Kian to go and I felt myself unwilling to let him go.
“Am heading home now”he informed me.
“Do you want to stay for dinner”
“I would’ve loved to but I really need to head home.”
“Okay”I grumbled when I saw that I couldn’t stall time and keep him with me.
“Kian wait” I stopped him as he was about to open my bedroom door.
“mmm” he said pausing his footsteps.
“Who is lunar” I asked feeling uncertain and unsure of myself.

Chapter sixteen-(Fated#1)

Today I learnt that failure is not the opposite of success but part of it, you just have to keep trying.

Some Minutes Later
Kian parked in front of my house and stepped down from his car and I did the same then he walked me to my front door and we stood there staring at each other.
“Do you want to come in”I asked holding the door opened.
“Yes” he answered
“So let’s study in my room ” I said feeling awkward.
“Okay, is your mom not around”
“she is at her work place”
“It seems as if she is always busy”
“Yes her work keeps her busy” I said walking up the stairs.
“What about your dad” Kian asked making me to pause.
“i don’t know,he was never part of my life” I replied looking nonchalant.
“Don’t you miss him don’t you feel lonely”
I shrugged since I did not know the appropriate answer for that question.
“You can sit on the bed am going to freshen up”
“okay” Kian answered looking around the room and smiling.
“what?” I asked wanting to know what was amusing him .
“ I was thinking your room would be girly but strangely it not .”
“I love it like this ive never been one for pink and purple I guess”.
“you must love white alot since almost everything in the room is white ranging from the color of your room to your bed covers the only thing blace is that vase on your vanity table and your reading desk.
“I love white ”I said to him smiling as I walked across him to my en-suite bathroom.
After a while I came out to find Kian napping which was sight to behold and I couldn’t stop my feet as it carried me to sit on the bed beside Kian. I stared at his face with much emotion, I really did not know what was happening to me and it was all because of him Kian, I wanted to hug him, love him and do so many things with him.

My feelings for him were just too confusing and I did not know what to do about it. I only met Kian of recent and all of a sudden am interested in him , maybe he has something to do with my dreams .
“lunar” Kian called out hoarsely
“uhmm” I muttered feeling confused as he called out another person’s name.
“krystarr” Kian called out once again hugging me. It was as if time had stop for the both of us and I just couldn’t believe what was happening,my brain froze and all I could think about was Kian hands on my waist , his hot breath on my neck.

Chapter Fifteen – ( Fated#1)

The next day Kian picked me up from my house thankfully my mom wasn’t around as her work demanded most of her time, when we got to school he held my hands as we walked down the hallway which made people to look at us , I was so shy and excited since it was the first time I was dating someone, I felt excited but kept asking myself if we were dating and also what my feelings towards Kian was and his towards me . Everything was just too confusing, it all happened very fast. Last night I could not sleep very well because i kept thinking about that man and what he said about crescent planet , it was just so annoying and confusing and Kian is not saying anything about the matter.

“krystarr, we have the same class this morning” Kian voice pulled me out from whatever I was thinking of.

“Oh okay ” I answered absentmindedly

“ so let’s go in” Kian said pointing at the classroom and laughing.

“Okay ” I said blushing and running into the class.

“cute”

On my way to my locker I saw luke waving at me so I waved back since I was still glowing in happiness.

“krystarr how are you doing”

“I’m fine and you”

“I’m good so I heard rumors about you and kian”

“Oh” I answered feeling surprised

“Is it true” luke asked tugging his hair.

“I don’t know” I said confusedly

“Sorry I have something to do” I said running to the restroom without seeing the expression on Luke’s face.

“Bitch”

Well I did say the truth,I don’t know what’s going on between me and Kian, he hasn’t asked me out or anything.

“Krystarr wait up, can I drop you off at home and can we also finalize on the project.”
“Yes” hooray I screamed in my head doing a little happy dance when I realize we were going to be alone at my home not as if we hadn’t been together but now we recognize the feelings between us.
“krystarr are you okay ”kian asked with a worried face shaking me gently.
“Am fine”
“okay, let’s go”He said taking my bag from me.
“No need ” I said trying to take the bag away from him but I received no answer as he walked outside the school.

POEM: ALONE 2

The cold wind
Blows on my face
Standing in this deserted island called earth

I call out for help
But no one seems to hear me
I try to move away from this cold place but I find myself unable to move

I feel so cold
I can't breathe
My hands seeks out for warmth
But no one sees me
My hands seeks out for love
But no one sees me
In this cold world where all I want to do is escape

The cold wind accompanied me
As I find solace in it
I walked around the mountain
With each step I take
My heart gets a little bit frozen

I see a little flower
In the mountains
Standing alone in this cold world
Looking radiant and beautiful
Just maybe
I can survive in this cold world
Just like the little flower

POEM: ALONE

The shattering cold,
Clattering of teeth
As you fold yourself into a corner to remain unseen

The hole in your heart
Increases by the moments
The gnawing pain
Keeps you calm and awake

Everytime you try to close your eyes
The scurry of rats keeps you wide awake
In this lonely world
Where all you want to do is close your eyes and find peace
But the sounds keeps you sane and alive unknowingly.

Chapter Fifteen – Fated (Fated#1)

Stay Gold – BTS

The next day Kian picked me up from my house thankfully my mom wasn’t around as her work demanded most of her time, when we got to school he held my hands as we walked down the hallway which made people to look at us , I was so shy and excited since it was the first time I was dating someone, I felt excited but kept asking myself if we were dating and also what my feelings towards Kian was and his towards me . Everything was just too confusing, it all happened very fast. Last night I could not sleep very well because i kept thinking about that man and what he said about crescent planet , it was just so annoying and confusing and Kian is not saying anything about the matter.

“krystarr, we have the same class this morning” Kian voice pulled me out from whatever I was thinking of.

“Oh okay ” I answered absentmindedly

“ so let’s go in” Kian said pointing at the classroom and laughing.

“Okay ” I said blushing and running into the class.

“cute”

On my way to my locker I saw luke waving at me so I waved back since I was still glowing in happiness.

“krystarr how are you doing”

“I’m fine and you”

“I’m good so I heard rumors about you and kian”

“Oh” I answered feeling surprised

“Is it true” luke asked tugging his hair.

“I don’t know” I said confusedly

“Sorry I have something to do” I said running to the restroom without seeing the expression on Luke’s face.

“Bitch”

Well I did say the truth,I don’t know what’s going on between me and Kian, he hasn’t asked me out or anything.

“Krystarr wait up, can I drop you off at home and can we also finalize on the project.”
“Yes” hooray I screamed in my head doing a little happy dance when I realize we were going to be alone at my home not as if we hadn’t been together but now we recognize the feelings between us.
“krystarr are you okay ”kian asked with a worried face shaking me gently.
“Am fine”
“okay, let’s go”He said taking my bag from me.
“No need ” I said trying to take the bag away from him but I received no answer as he walked outside the school.